# Looking for a hitman **URL:** \ **Category:** random\ **Created:** [August 19, 2003, 11:48am UTC](https://forum.kirupa.com/t/looking-for-a-hitman/28849 "2003-08-19T11:48:12Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 6\ **Page:** 1
**Author:** ![Tiina](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/t/5fc32e/32.png) [@Tiina](https://forum.kirupa.com/u/Tiina)\ **Post date:** [August 19, 2003, 11:48am UTC](https://forum.kirupa.com/t/looking-for-a-hitman/28849/1 "2003-08-19T11:48:12Z")
_don´t have this problem anymore, but it still disturbes me_ True story,sorry for the languge When I was younger about 15, 16, life wasn´t easy at school, there was this boy called Matti Piipponen whos father was/is a captain of the cops. He was the most disturbed boy in my class, and loved to \*\*\*\* with clothes on other boys in my class. Calling other people gay or nigger, after i had got pissed off by his attitude i started teasing him caling him and his gang the Gay gang, after he heard that he started to put more attention on what i was doing and why, putting the whole class against me and trying to put me down, for 2 years non stop. lol, it was the war against Tiina and Matti. The rumours that were flying around my class and whole and school about me and who i was “really” starting to eat me up, knowing that everytime i would set foot on that school people would turn theur heads and laugh. Everything was starting to get so much out of hand that i came into a break point that i couldn´t do anything anymore, all thouse 2 years of war had eaten me up and i had no strenght to fight back alone anymore. The friends that i tought they were starte to shook their heads and look at me in the way it hurt. So the best thing i could do was change school, and for 2 years from that day on my life had made a raw turn.I had changed, my attitude had changed, and living in my little black hole i was weak and tired. My family suporting me i started to build my life again from scrátch , piece by piece it was a hard thing to do, living with all the voices in my head , crying myself to sleep. After a while i realizes i was getting stronger and stronger untill my last trip to paris, i had noticed that i was back again, with more energy and nothing to stop me anymore, i had a new life new friends new skin and realized that all the sad days were gone. Now that everything is starting to move smoothly i think about Matti and what he is doing to the other weak people, and find myself in their shoes, I feel like i want to do something to make him stop, but stil haven´t found a way… lol, of course hacking in to his computer or making him pay for what he did to all the other people not just me would be sweet, but…don´t know… And no I don´t want you to feel sorry about me, but i want you to learn something from this, that it dosn´t mather how many times people put you down, if you know how to survive and start all over again you are a fighter… Would be nice to hear your story also:cowboy: : Tiina * * * ---
**Author:** ![system](https://canada1.discourse-cdn.com/flex011/uploads/kirupa/original/3X/6/2/621e5c11736f46532526e61be85940af4230f3e5.png) [@system](https://forum.kirupa.com/u/system)\ **Post date:** [August 19, 2003, 12:58pm UTC](https://forum.kirupa.com/t/looking-for-a-hitman/28849/2 "2003-08-19T12:58:04Z")
I’m not a hitman, but I know a few, if you ever come back to Paris, give me a ring and I’ll introduce you :evil: ---
**Author:** ![system](https://canada1.discourse-cdn.com/flex011/uploads/kirupa/original/3X/6/2/621e5c11736f46532526e61be85940af4230f3e5.png) [@system](https://forum.kirupa.com/u/system)\ **Post date:** [August 19, 2003, 1:32pm UTC](https://forum.kirupa.com/t/looking-for-a-hitman/28849/3 "2003-08-19T13:32:29Z")
pom \>\> :bad: Starting over is good. Like a new breath of air, or your first one. ---
**Author:** ![system](https://canada1.discourse-cdn.com/flex011/uploads/kirupa/original/3X/6/2/621e5c11736f46532526e61be85940af4230f3e5.png) [@system](https://forum.kirupa.com/u/system)\ **Post date:** [August 19, 2003, 1:37pm UTC](https://forum.kirupa.com/t/looking-for-a-hitman/28849/4 "2003-08-19T13:37:23Z")
Well am still in school ☹ i have no friends there but at home i have a good family and i have friends at work (a supermarkt) and i have the internet. :} i dunno why i can’t get long with the ppl in school, i think its the age dif. I’am 17 and my class is like just 15!! I think its more me then them but i don’t care…“i hete school” but i like my live :} and i just think to my self one day i will be rich and happy the all the ppl in school can drop died (see it’s more me then them 🙂 :} ---
**Author:** ![system](https://canada1.discourse-cdn.com/flex011/uploads/kirupa/original/3X/6/2/621e5c11736f46532526e61be85940af4230f3e5.png) [@system](https://forum.kirupa.com/u/system)\ **Post date:** [August 19, 2003, 3:01pm UTC](https://forum.kirupa.com/t/looking-for-a-hitman/28849/5 "2003-08-19T15:01:28Z")
Ithuriel \>\> Thor \>\> T \>\> \>\> :evil: :bad: Master64 \>\> You’re scaring me :crazy: ---
**Author:** ![system](https://canada1.discourse-cdn.com/flex011/uploads/kirupa/original/3X/6/2/621e5c11736f46532526e61be85940af4230f3e5.png) [@system](https://forum.kirupa.com/u/system)\ **Post date:** [August 19, 2003, 3:13pm UTC](https://forum.kirupa.com/t/looking-for-a-hitman/28849/6 "2003-08-19T15:13:20Z")
dare you in the us? (123)456-7890 on the other hand its good that you started over, hard but shows you are strong. [size=1] note not responsible for those who call the number, i think its fake, THINK[/size]