Thanks Kril… But credit goes to God. We as creations of a higher being do not have to handle things alone… Faith is my weapon.
I do, of course have bad days. Here recently, I feel the anger leaving me. Since the anger is almost gone, I find myself very lonely and confused. I find myself looking for the rewind button alot. But there is not one. I think of moving sometimes… This house holds many memories… Some of them I treasure, others are tormenting. I have learned not to fight. Similar to a drowning man. The trick is to acknowledge that you cannot make it to shore alone. Realize that the fierce attempt to swim on your own is a waste. Finally trust in the fact that you can relax and let the tide float you in. Be receptive… KNOW. Do not HOPE nor WISH… KNOW that you are going to be fine.
I kind of got another update… She is ok. Everyone reading this please pray for her.
JM