heh, I didn’t mean phone her up now and ask Just be her friend, and if after a few weeks or something you can seriously see a future, just casually talk bout it. Don’t put pressure on her, act cool. And don’t get all weird around her from now on, cos that will make things worse. Act like you’re not too bothered that she said no …
@blastboy: yah, well I’ve been in your shoes many a time, so this was a new thing for me, and thus why it is so very frustrating.
@grinch: I have heard of that band and have been meaning to check them out, so here is my perfect chance.
@lukus: yah I didn’t mean RIGHT now either haha, that would just be ridiculous. But, your advice may be better than I first imagined.
She called me today, just got off the phone with her about an hour ago. I was glad she called cause I didn’t know if things would be too awkward if I called. Wow awkward is an awkward word. As is that sentence…
So… I said I was sorry that I had done that, and she said it was ok, cause she does like me but she is starting school in like a week and wants to focus on that and now just isn’t a good time. So I was thinking… wait a bit and maybe it can develop. I hope so. She is the coolest girl I have met in a loooooong time, and we go well together. After we talked about that we went into normal conversation and talked for a couple hours. I love talking to her it’s just random and stupid, no substance whatsoever. How life should be.
As for the Drama Queen remark… Yah I guess I am being a bit over the top, I realized it today, before she called actually. I think I’ll be alright.
At least we seem to be at where we were, and that’s fine cause I freakin love hanging out with her and was really mad that that might be ending.
And if we are still going to keep doing this, after I’ve asked her out and everything, something is going right.
Thanks for letting me vent on this though. I felt like such a loser to post about this on a web dev forum! WOAh long post eh.
like ethan says it could be a lot worse. In the last year I’ve lost my grandad, my long-term g/friend, my job, my car and am about to loose my house (rented not owned). You just got to take the rough with the smooth, after all what would the good times be without the bad?
haha an excellent point. And yah life can get much worse, and I have it all great and blah blah blah…
The worst part of all of it was that she is extremely cool. With the greatest sense of humour ever. And she makes me very happy, and I have been depressed, well I’d say my entire life. I can Not stop smiling around her and it’s sorta scary cause I don’t want to jsut grin like an idiot but at the same time, she’s smiling and laughing too, somehow I don’t feel as stupid about it. We’ve even had staring contests a couple times. We both have trouble with it, but I just can not keep a straight face with her, and I can keep a pretty straight face usually, I’m good with that sorta humour a lot…
all that to say, that’s why it was bad. Mostly I was worried we couldn’t even be friends like before any more, but I guess we can. And I’ll just wait a bit and see what happens.
I dont think your life sucks until your starving over in samolia. We are seriously spoiled here in america! I went to nicaragua one time and saw how poor people are and its really eye opening.
To find a girl that great and she want’s to be friends with you… I think that’s very fortunate.
Also, she called you after you thought you blew it and all hope was lost. I think that’s very fortunate as well. You just have to have a better outlook on life and what’s going on. Sure it felt like death when you asked her and she said no, but I imagine it felt amazing when you heard the phone ring and relized it was her.
It’s the little things in life that make it worth living. All the feelings you get, good or bad, let you know your alive.