Alright, I am going to be open and up front with this. For the past couple months I know I have been of no use to anyone on the forums. I say this because I never open any of the help forums, I never participate in any of the SOTWs, and I only post in Random. Now I know that some of you in the back of your minds have noticed this as well and perhaps share the same sentiments as I feel about my performance and purpose here. I can say with much alacrity that being an engineer in college does not afford me the time nor patience to deal with anything that is not relevant to school work, this forum included. I take breaks from my mountains of wiring and paperwork on this forum, humoring myself at the menial details in life that the users here love to superimpose in Random. I know my place here on the forum has changed over the past year or so. I loved helping people out with their code and whatnot. I loved coding myself, making the most useless things out of a couple onEnterFrames and Math.random()s. Like me or hate me, I know you have realized the same thing too. My disposition on the forums has definitely been something left to be desired if you have noticed as well. I’ve deleted and moved a thread or two, but the tether to my duties and responsibilities here has been slacking.
Now I want to get back in the scene like it was over a year ago. I want to change my image back to what it was several years ago when there were only 4-5 mods lingering around. Judging from my previous attempts to leave, I surely don’t have that option. What I need from you all is to be honest. Bash me all you like, I can take hits. Tell me what is wrong with me. Do and say whatever you want because the purpose of this whole thing is for improvement. I won’t think any less of any of you for anything you say, I promise. I want to feel bad about what you say, but feel good about your opinion.
I’m going to start by changing my name back since I know it annoys the **** out of some of you…