…well… I was going to post a big long rant of a post, but then decided that you probably don’t want to hear it / read it… whatever… so I deleted it all…
I just didn’t feel like burdoning you all with my personal problems… But instead I decided to say thanks to all of you guys for just being here, in the forums… you know… just existing… 'cause, honestly (and this is going to make me look like an even bigger loser), you guys, especially Kit, Kirupa, and some of the others who I can’t think straight enough to name are the closest thing I’ve got to any friends at all right now… 
Thanks… You guys are the best ever…
I just don’t know why this universe has got to be such a ****ed up place… but I guess it’s just me…
