Well, I’ve been feeling crap recently, and a couple of hours ago, I thought I’d let out everything that I’d been bottling up, and cry, which I haven’t done in years.
And… well… I can’t. I’ve also noticed something else. When I feel “happy”, I don’t actually feel happy like I used to, I just know in my head that I should be feeling happy at that time.
It seems that my only emotions have become “sad” and “N/A”.
Has anyone else here ever felt/become “dead inside”? How do you deal with it?
I am good with girls, but I’ve never really been in a situation where I really got on with someone within 30 seconds of meeting them, and found out we matched almost perfectly, like I am now. She lives a decent way away from me, and the little while I spent with her was possibly the best time of my life. Has anyone got any ways of “getting over it”? I am usually quite good at this, and I have used my NLP and Hypnosis knowledge to attempt to, but I don’t seem to be able to.
This is not a “HELP ME” thread, nor is it a “HELP ME GET THIS GIRL” thread. It is me getting things out of my system, as an alternative to crying, which I so desperately want to do. I can feel the tears coming, but I can’t go any further, whether I try or not, it doesn’t matter if I try to force myself to cry, or just think sad things, or anything.
Thanks for reading, I don’t expect sympathetic replies, I just want to know that at least 1 person has read this, and empathised a bit. I know that will make me feel a bit better.
-Ben
