Wonder why i typed it here

i dont know why im typing it here, maybe cause the view of creative minds might enlighten me a bit…

no one really knows me here, so i dont mind…

what do you do when you brake up after 1½ years…?
will you ever be prepared… i mean… it just happened…
we talked it over, and decided it was… best right now…
but then, when it happened, i froze… i mean, time is still standing still and i wonder if it will start again ( i certainly hope, cause i’ got work at 7am tomorrow )

everything you thought was right, everything you shared… its just so empty now, i didnt think i would go like this… but to be honest, i’m so completely sad its not even worth trying to cheer up…

light me up with a few words or ideas for me on how to deal with it…
holiday just started, for a week… it was our 1 year 6 month anniversary on monday… and i really cant find anything worth smiling about…