don´t have this problem anymore, but it still disturbes me
True story,sorry for the languge
When I was younger about 15, 16, life wasn´t easy at school, there was this boy called Matti Piipponen whos father was/is a captain of the cops. He was the most disturbed boy in my class, and loved to **** with clothes on other boys in my class.
Calling other people gay or nigger, after i had got pissed off by his attitude i started teasing him caling him and his gang the Gay gang, after he heard that he started to put more attention on what i was doing and why, putting the whole class against me and trying to put me down, for 2 years non stop.
lol, it was the war against Tiina and Matti. The rumours that were flying around my class and whole and school about me and who i was “really” starting to eat me up, knowing that everytime i would set foot on that school people would turn theur heads and laugh. Everything was starting to get so much out of hand that i came into a break point that i couldn´t do anything anymore, all thouse 2 years of war had eaten me up and i had no strenght to fight back alone anymore. The friends that i tought they were starte to shook their heads and look at me in the way it hurt.
So the best thing i could do was change school, and for 2 years from that day on my life had made a raw turn.I had changed, my attitude had changed, and living in my little black hole i was weak and tired. My family suporting me i started to build my life again from scrátch , piece by piece it was a hard thing to do, living with all the voices in my head , crying myself to sleep.
After a while i realizes i was getting stronger and stronger untill my last trip to paris, i had noticed that i was back again, with more energy and nothing to stop me anymore, i had a new life new friends new skin and realized that all the sad days were gone.
Now that everything is starting to move smoothly i think about Matti and what he is doing to the other weak people, and find myself in their shoes, I feel like i want to do something to make him stop, but stil haven´t found a way…
lol, of course hacking in to his computer or making him pay for what he did to all the other people not just me would be sweet, but…don´t know…
And no I don´t want you to feel sorry about me, but i want you to learn something from this, that it dosn´t mather how many times people put you down, if you know how to survive and start all over again you are a fighter…
Would be nice to hear your story also:cowboy:
: Tiina
