Well then you have made you decision and need to move on.
Although I wish I never met my ex, I still think that it was an experience none the less. And I did grow from it. Life would be pretty boring without them.
I had no friends or relatives because I had moved interstate and knew no one.
I wasn’t working so I had nothing to get me out of the house, no one to speak too, and even if I wanted to go out I couldn’t because I had no money.
I would have been better off in prison, at least I would have had people to talk to and 3 meals a day.
I was in that rut for 2 years, if I hadn’t decided to go to university I would more than likely still be in that rut or killed myself by now.
It didn’t take long at uni to make a few friends and meet some girls, and as a student no one expects you to have any money so going out on the cheap was not an issue.
My advice to you would be find some friends if you don’t already have any. Sometimes being in a relationship you loose your mates because you’re always with her.
Go out and have fun and forget about her…
It may sound cold; you can spend 6months a year beating yourself up over it if you want. But then you’re just wasting more time on top of the 2.5 years that you have wasted already….
You may not feel you wasted 2.5 years……
But I know 5 years after I ended it with my ex….
I see it as I wasted 4years….
2 years with her, and 2 years in a rut after her….